29 th March.

29/03/2007
09:08
Another poor night’s sleep and early rise.
Weather today is much the same as yesterday, grey, misty and miserable.
I do have to go into village but shouldn’t take long. Cannot venture out because I’m expecting the I.S.P. to call with set top box for viewing enhancement.

Yesterday was a difficult day to get through, there was several occasions when I could have happily gone to shops for tobacco. I’ll have to be strong today because I’ll have to go to tobacconists to get credit for gas and electric.

I have to be strong! There are thoughts in my head now, thinking about buying a packet of ten instead of a half ounce.
I haven’t smoked tailor-mades for 25 years so am not going to start buying them now.

I’ll have to immerse myself in the course work today to keep my mind occupied.
I have a feeling today is going to be a challenge;

I’m hoping that Thursday night’s viewing is crap and I’ll be able to have an early night.
Not bothered about disturbed sleep patterns;
I lie there with eyes only just closed, as if I was expecting something to wake me, anticipating such.
I feel like I’m simply passing the hours with eyes shut, mind blank, relaxed but not sleeping as deeply as I should be.
I also have a headache above my left eye this morning and my eyes “feel” tired.
Perhaps too much screen watching?
It cannot be stress or worry because there is zero at the moment.

3:51 PM Am feeling tired so going to have an afternoon nap.