30 th.March

30/03/2007
12:31p.m.
Just crawled out of bed! That was some nap, 20 hrs. sleep, only woke up once when memories of my last abode crept into my dreams and I become angry when I thought of all the money the ex-landlord had made out of me and how many material possessions I had got rid of and lost.
Took a while to settle myself down but I returned to sleep.
People say you cannot catch up on lost sleep; I’ve just had 20+ hours after having had three night’s poor sleep.
Feel o.k. for it. Best thing about it was I had been offered half an ounce of gear and some sleeping tablets on the afternoon and politely refused both, I’d even thought of buying a bottle of spirits to help me sleep, but in the end I hadn’t needed anything except one Olanzapine tablet.
Weather is much the same as it has been all week, misty, dull but not too cold.
Am going to do some studying today and have another early night, I hope.
Didn’t do any studying yesterday just bummed around the net, sorted my favourites out and tidied up my main disc. So will probably have usual problems associated with clearing history and temporary files.
Am please with myself for saying no yesterday; must admit I thought about it but think I made the right decision in the end.
Some people may think giving up the weed was significant but it was easy compared to giving up the tobacco; that tussle still continues.
I suppose the body must have needed the sleep of else I would have been awake much earlier;
Feeling good today.