5 th. March.

05/03/2007 16:00
4.00
Have just crawled out of bed thinking it was about dinner time.
Went to bed around 1 a.m. so have had a good session of sleep.
How do I feel today?
Much the same but slightly better than yesterday.
Am thinking there must be something wrong for me to sleep that long without using dope or alcohol.
Not going to worry about it, the body is the master and if it needs a long period of rest then so be it, at least I got a break from smoking.
Have had a look on course site but no response from tutor regarding re-sit.
Weather is crap again, windy, cold and grey skies.

To gain that which is worth having, it may be necessary to lose everything else.

18:25
Dealer called round and I bought half , why not?
I found some work I’d done in works which I thought I’d lost or at best the material would be unusable, am going to spend some time reading and editing it into something useful, even if only as filler material or memory jogger.
For some reason I am unable to format the type and it’s annoying me.
I’M IN A MINOR PANIC ,
only got six single skins left and am too stoned to drive to the local shop!
I put three of my mother’s home made scones in a bag and venture out side
I call at the nearest neighbours; no answer, I cross over to the other neighbours,
convinced I can exchange some skins for food.
He’s out!
On the way back to the flat I meet two community wardens, I engage one in conversation and tell him about someone dumping a washing machine in the garden of the flat.
I told him where the machine had come from and he gave me a contact number and told me to tell him when I had more proof.
I am just about to skin my third joint up.7:14 PM,
having decided to give my usual TV viewing up for the night and remain on computer.
I’ve spent a while reverting my toolbars back to how I want them,
relevant to the work most done on the machine.
Just received one of them annoying phone calls; no one there when you answer!
I dialled 1471 and found I’d received a phone call from my service provider,
I returned the call in and in doing so removed my number from their calling list!
I decide to risk having a lager; the beer is for refreshment only not for alcoholic power.
I decide to do some work on the blog entries, in particular the dates.
So I begin laboriously to go through each one and alter character spacing and type effects, until I learn the alternative of formatting style, ( shows how little I do Know!).

I have a sip of lager and realise even then I was so obviously going along the long route using the mouse as I tend to do for most actions.
I have at last, after twenty years has come to look for keyboard shortcut for the first time.
I always think, if something is hard to do on a computer then you are probably doing it wrong in as much as there is usually a quicker and easier way if you think about it.
Back to work before I forget what I was doing.
Eventually got it down to 4 keys, Alt. O, S, A,
After modifying style in format.
Eventually that was reduced to modifying and then choosing format painter and clicking on next occurrence of date.
Am feeling a little pleased at figuring out that for myself,
O.K. some will say I should have looked through help but I can’t change a lifetime of disregarding instructions!
Have changed my listening to Lounge on 777, I am getting to like this radio station,
it was the first one I chose when I set the p.c. up and I’ve stuck to it ever since.
Its got what I want and that does me.
I at least learnt something today, plus the dope is just right, still allows me to function, a little.12:47 AM having last joint.
2:33 AM just finished setting some drafts of blog pages up.
Have no cig papers left so looking for a pin and glass.
7:36 AMHad a canny session, demolished about six or more joints but think it’s time to crash.