7 th.May

07/05/2007
06:43
Woken up at 5.30 by disturbing dream that managed to get me angry and upset. Went back to bed but had to get up when daylight took over, spent ten minutes watering garden. Sun is coming up and sky is almost clear, so much for forecast of wet day. Thought about going out in car for day but decided to wait till a later date when roads will be quieter.
Received ECDL practise tests off tutor so will do a bit of revising for exam.
Will be on holidays soon, June 2 so going to get exams under belt start next section of course work and then have a relaxing week off from everything.
Bit annoyed this morning there are signs the cats are using the garden to shit in, probably due to the amount of compost on the surface, hopefully that will sink in after a couple of days rain which we were promised for this week.
It’s a chilly start to the morning but think it will warm up once the sun has risen.
Am not really in mood for studying, in fact I’m not really in mood for anything. I did the washing up and tidied up yesterday so all that is outstanding is laundry, may get round to that later when the neighbour has got up.
Throat was crackling and wheezing again last night so will have to knock smokes on head again when this pack has finished.

9a.m. in local supermarket, treating myself to a bottle of lemonade, cheap brand and a bottle of vodka to go with it.
Home TV on and a couple of drinks down so i decide to pay the local dealer a visit.
The programs I was watching and the proposed viewing for the afternoon tends to make me think those thoughts.
Hell it’s a holiday! Don’t know why but apparently it is, first fucking day I’ve got up early and felt like a drive and its fucking bank holiday and the roads will be full of bobbly hats and nutters!
Yes, I’m afraid this area does tend to attract them somewhat,
I blame the success of Heartbeat, but hell I’m only a yokel.

So by now you will appreciate I scored and now have left the pit after only one hour’s relax and changed the station from smooth jazz to chill out vibes and am in process of necking second joint.
Spell check is pulling me up about use of joint, had it added in old version.

Just for a laugh I picked out my funeral songs: I want a mix of the following.
Chris Rea, may as well go fishing, mixed with Seasons in the Sun, mixed with He ain’t Heavy, mixed with Child of God, mixed with I’m Moving out.
Spell check is really pissing me off.
My tutor marked my course work at 90% then sent me a practise test which I completely was unable to comprehend, couldn’t make head nor sense, spent hours trying to figure it before buying bottle: see there is a reason for my actions. I now disappear back under the duvet.

Had a great day. spent a couple of hours in bed listening to sounds then got up and watched usual tv viewing then continued with reasonable selection of drama and comedy till eventually watched stand up till 4. a.m.
Enjoyed smoked, very relaxing; allowed muscles to relax and pain to ease.